~xanath

el oh el....its...its pure genius! ive never heard of it this way....bravo!

It seems like I’m moving in slow motion like I’m walking in quicksand. Everywhere I look I see people, people with purpose and with ability. What do I got? I ain’t got shit. All the effort I put in just seems to blow away in the wind, its all a waste of time. Just thinking of this makes me grab my hair and tear it all out. What will I be remembered for? It’ll be better if I was born in another time. Fate is cruel, its like the Nazi’s are coming, and I’m the Jew. Branded false, a lie, no good, junk, trash…just a waste of life. The people I know despise me or just don’t bother. If we were to part ways I’m sure they’d all forget about me. It’s slowly coming to the point to where nothing matters to me anymore. Not life, not love, not goals or even dreams. Life is like a dream, a nightmare, a sick twist of fantasy. If I look down the path of my life I wont see accomplishment or purpose… all ill see is some son-of-a-bitch just barely living. And if I look forward all I’ll see is that same dumb ass just barely getting by with a job he can do right and a girl who just wants him to end his own life. This same poor bastard locks himself in his room and listens to his crummy music and tries to get through the night.
Putting on a mask of lies to make it all seem all right, but he’s a fraud, a fool who’s barely making it out of school! He tries to make himself important, full of purpose and joy, but he’s really one of the most uninteresting, lazy, stupid pieces of shit that you’d ever lay your eyes on. Hell, he isn’t even worth looking at…. just forget he existed, for your own good...and for his…

What is it worth now a days?
Nothing’s real anymore…. no one cares about how people truly are; they’re only focused on the status quo.
It doesn’t fuckin’ matter anymore what people think, they’re more concerned with what you got in your wallet and who your friends are and what race you are.
Now a days it’s a joke, a mockery of what it used to truly be.
People focus too much on the looks and the money instead of trying to figure out what lies inside the heart.
People are cruel….and it’ll only get worse…..

This World is insignificant, its inconsiderate
If it were up to me it'd all be oblilerated
There's no such thing as saying "thank you" anymore
Instead all they'll do is shank you once then more
Everywhere I go it seems that no one does right. its like all they'll do is wrong.
Why!?Why can't everyone just go and try to do right!?
They're in the Darkness , and they need to be in the Light
because pretty soon I'll destroy this World without a fight.
It might be that possibly they don't want the Light
Well thats okay because I'm a bring in a Force that can only be compared to God's Might
It'll all be alright, just close your eyes tight..and sink slowly into the night.....

That’s it! Its over! I’m through, I’m done! I can’t take this anymore
You think you can control me? Sorry but I’m not the one.
To be at someone’s beck and call is NOT who I am.
So what if you have problems? Take ‘em like a man!
‘Cuz I refuse to be someone I’m not, someone you just use and then leave to rot.
I’m not the type to stop what I do and come running.
If that’s what you think, you’ve got another thing coming!